An Introduction to My Being
God created me. But then I was added to by every person I have ever met, which I know was ultimately part of His plan to make me who I am to become. I have spent a lot of time reflecting in the last 4 years about who I am. One night four years ago I relived my every sin, my every mistake, my every regret. When the sun rose the next morning I vowed to leave that part of me behind and focus on the future. I tried to put myself back together again the best I could just in time for my best friend of half my life to pass away. Trauma. I recently had to speak to a school psychologist regarding my son Lucas, and answer a survey regarding traumatic life events he may have experienced. He's 8 years old and I had to sit and answer questions about his experiences with explosions, yelling, and death. When I was done answering for him, she had me answer for myself. Because my trauma...it passes to him in ways I cannot imagine. Like how three years later he still cries when he sees a c